I really thought that Hadley's attitude was changing and that turning 1 magically turned her into a happier baby. I was wrong. Very wrong.
This kid throws temper tantrums all.day.long. If you wipe her hands and face, she screams. If you lay her down to change her diaper, she screams. If you take her out of the bath, she screams. You get the idea. She has also been trying to cut a top tooth for a month now, making #8 if the thing ever decides to cut.
I feel like I am slowly losing my mind again. I just want a happy baby. I am so jealous of those mothers who say they freak out when their child screams because it never happens. My child is always screaming. Every day. I just don't understand. I always thought I wanted 2 kids, but now there is no way in hell I can put myself through this again. My nerves just can't handle it.
On another note, I am super stressed out because Adam decided that he wanted Hadley and I to spend December in TN since he will be so busy working and wants us to have an actual Christmas instead of another day...Well plane tickets are really, really expensive for the month of December. I don't know if we are going to be able to go home now. I need a miracle to come for us to be able to go home. I shall pray to the airline gods.
I don't have any new pictures, but I will after this weekend because we are going to do something for Halloween. I'm not sure what yet. We are either going to take her to a Monster Bash on post of Boo at the Zoo Saturday. Stay tuned.
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